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Sissy's day

12/23/2013 10:03:00 AM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments




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Defile PT. Pupuk Sriwidjaja - 02

12/23/2013 09:11:00 AM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Defile (Parade setiap divisi), Upacara pembukaan Pekan Olahraga dan Seni dalam rangka memperingati HUT PT.Pupuk Sriwidjaja yang ke-54.








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Defile PT. Pupuk Sriwidjaja - 01

12/23/2013 08:20:00 AM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments










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Flash back to 2012

12/22/2013 06:03:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Lagi lagi time flies so fast. Tidak terasa sekarang kita sedang berada dipenghujung tahun 2013. Sudah banyak hal hal indah yang saya lewati ditahun ini. Dimulai dari do'a-do'a yang terkabul, hingga do'a-do'a yang ditunda oleh sang maha pemilik alam semesta. Jika boleh flash back, bulan Desember 2012 adalah moment yang paling membahagiakan, ketika saya baru lulus S1, sekarang tidak terasa sudah satu tahun saya tamat, dan saat ini sedang asik asiknya menikmati rasanya nyari duit, banting tulang dari pagi sampe malam. Bertemu dengan orang-orang hebat disini, bertemu teman-teman yang ngangenin, dan yang paling penting, mendapatkan berjuta ilmu yang sangat bermanfaat. Alhamdulillah, nikmat yang tidak pernah tergantikan.

Banyak sekali suka duka yang terjadi ditahun ini. Tahun tahun terberat, jika dibandingkan tahun 2012, nampaknya tahun ini saya jauh lebih diajarkan Allah untuk menjadi lebih dewasa, dalam bersikap, dan dalam menerima takdirnya.
Dimulai dari kegagalan untuk mendapatkan mimpi  itu, lalu dilanjutkan dengan melawati kerikil kerikil tajam, namun satu yang saya syukuri, rasa iman ini tidak pernah pupus dan lepas dari sang maha meminta beraneka pinta. Walaupun pada awal kegagalan, saya sempet down dan merasa kecewa, namun lama-lama saya sadar, pasti ini yang terbaik, karna Allah maha tahu. Mungkin tahun depan barulah jalan itu dibukakan, dan yang mimpi besar saya yang satu ini, diwujudkan ditahun 2014. Aminnn..

Terima kasih yaAllah untuk semua nikmat, terutama nikmat bersama keluarga yang tidak bisa tergantikan, dan nikmat kesehatan sehingga bisa menghabiskan waktu dengan kegiatan yang berguna sepanjang waktu. Tetap semangat mengapai mimpi, jangan sampai kesedihan itu membuat mu berpaling dari mimpimu! Kejar terus mimpi itu, dan 2014 pasti akan menjadi tahun tahun yang sangat beruntung untuk kita semua. Aminnnn

Salam hangat,
22 December 2013

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Something better up ahead

12/22/2013 05:43:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

What if you woke up today with the only things you thanked God for yesterday. We can’t always see where the road leads, but God promises there’s something better up ahead. We just have to trust him. The day i stop worrying will be the first day of a new life, new possibilities come with an open heart for change. I’m not where  i need to be, but thanks God i’m not where i used to be. I may not know where i’ll go, but God does. I may not know what to do next, but God does. For every struggle i endure i just have to thank God because, he is molding me to become the person i need to be. Be thankful for all you have, and trust God with what you need. He knows what’s best for you. Trust his plan and his timing. Dear God, i’m trusting you, I know you heard my prayer. Your time,, not mine...

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Bersepeda

11/27/2013 04:38:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments


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Happy working!

11/26/2013 09:50:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments





Honestly, i spend my whole day in my office. It starts from 7.30 Am - 6.00 Pm. And onetime, i ever back home faster than usual. I back home at 5.00 Pm. I don't know why my heart beats fast. I saw a blue sky, i saw everything that i couldn't see in the evening. My heart felt so happy when i saw a blue sky. Because i always back home after maghrib. What i can see just only dark clouds and the light appears from streetlights. What my heart said at that time was "Oh great! Subhanallah, how beautiful these blue skies, thanks God, i could see the blue sky directly along the way, in the evening" . . .

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Happy birthday daddy :)

11/26/2013 09:36:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments


Love and laughter are two of the things that you have given me that make life more fun,  Your love has always given me the ability to believe in myself. Thanks for all the support over the years. You make it so much easier and worthwhile. Thanks for making me a part of your dreams. Dad, you are not only a special breed but obviously a special breeder to have a child as wonderful as me.  I learned a lot from you Dad. And yet I have never been arrested,  Dad you had dreams for me, but you were also the sort of father that let me live my life. I hope that we are both happy with the results.Thanks for teaching me how to handle the big stuff and letting me get away with a lot of little stuff, No matter what your age is, you will always be my hero, my friend and the person whose advice I listen to - whether I ask for it or not, I can't remember the last time I gave you a nice hug. There's no better day than today to hug you and start making up for all the missed opportunities. And honestly, I miss those days when your strong shoulders were the highest place on earth. But I just want to tell you Daddy, no matter how much time passes and how old I become, you will always be my superman! Happy Birthday Daddy! Sincerely Mama, Kak Nini, Kak Yayang dan Dek Dinda :)

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Coldplay - Atlas

11/26/2013 09:21:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Favorite Song :)


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Happy Weeding My Beloved Sister

11/26/2013 09:01:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

My tears fallen down when i saw my sister marriage with her husban. Time flies so fast. I still remember when we were in Timor-Timur about 18 years ago. Playing in the beach together, making a mountain using sand, back from school and my mom didn't pick our up without notice so we're waiting about more than an hour. We tried to call our home by using public telephone (with coins), I cried and my sister tried to calm me down. I still remember how happy we were, when daddy invited us to go to the beach every evening, when daddy invited us to go to the best mall in Timor Timur "DUTA", i still remember when we played swing together in the evening, i still remember when we waiting for our "guru ngaji" and never seriously reading Al-Quran, what we knew was only playing and laughing, i still remember how sad i was, knowing that my sister graduated first in Elementary School ( at that time i was in the 3rd grade and she just graduated from the 6th grade) it means that i must go to school by my self, i still remember we together walked to school, i still remember i mocked her because she just fallen love with a boy, i still remember every Eid Al-Fitri we always bought the same dresses, the same brand, Nevada. Yes always Nevada, i still remember the first time i slept apart her is when i was in the 5th grade, i still remember when the light is off i always sleeping with her, i'm afraid sleeping alone while the light is off, and because she shares her bad, i fell out of bed, i cried and she laugh,  i still remember every holiday (caturwulan I, II, and III) daddy always invited us to go to Bali (Bali closes to Timor-Timur) and at that time our luggage locked and my mom forgot the password,. And  i still remember me, my sister and my mom almost missed the plane so we run quickly. Hahahaha!!! Seriously, my tears really fallen down :(. And now, she is growing up. She gonna spend a half of her life with her husband. I couldn't say anything. I lose for the word. Hope every dream and every pray that you wish will come true soon. I really love you kak. Really.... You are the best thing that i ever had. Sure ...

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Happy Wedding Our Best Friend

10/22/2013 10:12:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Time flies so fast. My best friend finally found her mate. A man who will spend his age with. I just remember the first time we met and became best friend. When we were still in senior high school. But now, she will cross her new days with her husband. Wishing you a wonderful beginning and love to last a lifetime. I love you guys.  1 of 5. Who's next ? :)






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Bruno Mars

10/22/2013 09:22:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Lately , i have been accompanied by these songs :)



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You! A Smart Man!

10/15/2013 09:38:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Maybe other girls outside there really like a man who has an awesome face, has a tall body, has a muscular body or even has a beard!. But honestly, it is really different with me. I don't know why i really adore a man who is smarter than i am. I though that a man who has a good ability in English (listening, speaking, writing or reading) is awesome !. Since i was in elementary school, i'v tried my best to study English through course and frankly, it's very difficult to study English. And i really appreciated a person who has an eager and an effort to study and practice in English. And i though, a man who can speak English is cool! I wish that i have a "husband" who is smarter than i am. He is master in English, so he can correct every article in this blog (for sure i still made so many mistakes or grammatical error :p). From my point of view, A man who is smart in English is a man who is diligent and work hard. We need so much time to study English or even to understand every detail of tenses. In conclusion, a man who spend his time to study English is a man who shall be our leader in every aspect of our life. Wish i could meet you :)

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Site Visit

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OCTOBER

10/05/2013 10:51:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Time flies so fast, never realized that today is OCTOBER. Thank God for every good and bad days.  I couldn't count how many blessing days that you have given to me till now. I'm going to 23th years this year.
To be frank, October starts with super heavy activities at office. Can you imagine that dozen of documents were issued by contractor. And Project control has only two staffs to arrange it. Ah! At the first time i felt so tired and sad, but after all, i though that i'm lucky enough to be one of the project control's staff. I can gain so many knowledge as much as possible. October this year really opens my eyes about something which is smaller become bigger (viewpoint) And October in previous year was as great as October in this year, almost all of my dreams and prayers come true. I believe that October starts with super heavy activities but it will be ended with a happy ending :)

Hi October, Thank you for teach how to be a strong woman. !

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Bicycle

10/05/2013 10:43:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments



Bicycle as entertainment in Saturday morning. Inhale and exhale :)

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Aiesec and Taipe

10/05/2013 10:38:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Aiesec is the biggest organization which present in over 113 countries and 86000 members all around the globe. The global youth network. Luckily, i am one of the candidate from Unversity of Sriwijaya who could be able to exchange in any county around the world. At that time, there were so many tests we have to fulfill. We have to make motivation letter, which in its letter we have to describe why we really want go exchange through Aiesec. At that time, i wrote that we can learn something new from another side, another culture, another habit, another experience from another county around the world. I chose Hongkong as one of the most wanted country. I'v prepare anything, including interviewed through skype to interviewer in Padang from University of Andalas. But unfortunately, the schedule at that time was not matched with my schedule, whereas at that time i still prepared my self with proposal and thesis, i felt so disappointed because i couldn't join that exchange. 

As time goes by, one of my friend from UI, she is @savitrivira , She is one of the candidate from UI to exchange through Aiesec. She went to Taipe. She shares so many stories about their experiences etc. Then, she bought me a cute postcard from Taipe. I will surely consider to trip down else where through Aiesec :)


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Work hard, have fun, no drama!

9/19/2013 05:12:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

As time goes by, It's been six months i worked in this company. I feel so happy and i relish with everything. Even everyday they are so many documents issued from contractor and we have to update it to Win Scp and to progress calculation but it was so fun! At the first time i felt quite tired but after all i relish it. This is how i face my routinity, to make everything difficult becomes fun. Moreover, all employers here are so kindhearted! They really enthusiastic with us! Ah! Slow but sure i feel so happy being a part of this team. It feels good :). So Make it fun and exciting, you'll stay motivated and will reach your fitness goal, that's the key. Thanks God, Life is soooo Good ! :)

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Man jadda wa jaddah

9/19/2013 03:27:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Beberapa tahun yang lalu, saya sering sekali mendengarkan kata-kata manjadda wajjada. Ternyata kata itu memiliki arti, setelah ditelusuri kata itu adalah sebuah pribahasa Arab yang memiliki arti yang sangat dalam. Dan karna arti pribahasa ini lah, saya bisa mengapai apa yang saya perjuangkan.

Beberapa hari yang lalu saya mengikut tes, yang sejujurnya tes ini sedikit sulit. Butuh waktu lama untuk menguasi materi. Berbekal pribahasa diatas, keyakinan ini tumbuh begitu pesat. Singkat cerita, kurang lebih dua tahun saya mempersiapkan semua. Namun yang lebih intensive itu enam bulan. Selama kurang lebih enam bulan saya mempersiapakan diri secara intensive baik fisik maupun batin. Selama enam bulan saya selalu mempersiapkan semuanya dengan baik, dikarnakan perkerjaan saya yang menghabisakan waktu, dari senin-jumat dari pagi ke magrib, hal itu membuat saya jadi sedikit keteteran dan sedih, karna tidak memiliki waktu banyak untuk mempersiapkan semuanya. Sejujurnya saya maling-maling waktu kerja sambil baca-baca material. Pulang kerja saya masih menyempatkan diri membaca material walaupun sebenarnya saya lelah, dan dua bulan selanjutnya saya rutin bangun jam empat subuh. Saya lakukan itu semua adalah tidak lain dikarnakan saya tidak punya waktu banyak lagi untuk membaca material itu. Sejujurnya jadi kurang tidur sehingga bertebaran jerawat dimana mana hehe.  Ternyata menjadi perhatian mama dan papa saya, sepertinya mereka kasihan lihat anaknya yang tidur cuman berapa jam seharinya, alhasil dikantor bawaannya ngantuk, tapi semua itu sirna ketika saya ingat lagi tujuan utama saya seperti ini.

Nah semakin hari, semakin dekat hari H tes itu, semakin ketar-ketir hati ini, dan semakin lebih intensive juga saya mempersiapkan "bekal" baik itu belajar lebih giat maupun berdoa sedalam-dalamnya. Berbekal kepercayaan diri dan keyakinan yang begitu kuat, akhirnya Tes pun berjalan dengan lancar dan hati ini entah mengapa terasa senang, akhirnya setelah bertahun-tahun mempersiapkan ini semua, akhirnya selesai juga tes ini!. Rasanya ada yang hilang! Iya beban! Yang biasanya setiap hari saya berkutat dengan Buku, namun sekarang saya bebas, bisa nonton tv sepuasnya, jalan-jalan dihari minggu, santai-santai, istirahat dikantor jadi lebih lama dll :D

Setelah menunggu beberapa saat hati ini makin tak karuan menunggu hasil tes tersebut, tapi entah kenapa hati ini terasa nyaman dan yakin, dan akhirnya ketika saya sedang rapat bersama klien kami, tiba-tiba ada sms dari teman saya yang melihat hasil tes itu. Mendadak jantung saya berdegub kencang, tangan saya dingin, dalam hati berkata "ya Tuhan, ini lah hasil perjuanganku, semoga hasilnya memuaskan" dan benar saja ! Teman saya bilang "Tiara, selamat yah kamu lulus, aku tidak lulus, teruskan perjuanganmu yah! Sukses terus" Saya langsung senyum, tangan jadi nambah dingin! Thanks God!!!

Dari pengalaman saya, sejujurnya saya tidak pintar, namun berkat rajin dan rajin ingin menjadi pintar, oleh karna itu saya berjuang semampu saya untuk mendapatkan apa yang saya pinta! Sejujurnya saya juga tidak pernah berhenti menggucapkan syukur sedalam-dalamnya, betapa Tuhan selalu mengabulkan keinginan saya, satu persatu doa itu pun semakin terlihat, saya semakin dekat dengan doa-doa saya. Terima kasih Tuhan untuk setiap doa yang engkau kabulkan! Perjuangan masih panjang, ini adalah tahap pertama, tapi entah mengapa firasat saya bilang bahwa doa-doa saya pasti akan dikabulkan secepatnyam aminnn! Nah Kalau kata JKT48 (Pstt, saya akhir-akhir ini kok jadi suka ya sama JKT48 soalnya lagu-lagunya ceria dan bikin semangat :p ) "Usaha keras tidak akan mengkhianati"  Kalau kata orang Arab "Manjjada Wajjada"! SEMANGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!!!!!!!


"Impian setelah air mata, ku percaya takkan kalah dari angin hujan, sampai do'a ku mencapai langit cerah! Penuh semangat mari menari, penuh semangat mari bernyanyi, tanpa lupakan tujuan awal, kerahkan seluruh tenaga! Impian ada ditengah peluh, bagai bunga yang mekar secara perlahan, usaha keras itu tak akan menkhianati, Impian ada ditengah peluh, selalu menunggu agar ia menguncup, suatu hari pasti sampai harapan terkabul" JKT-48

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Pembelajaran dan Kepasrahan

9/19/2013 03:27:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Beberapa hari lagi saya akan mengejar mimpi saya (step pertama). Segala daya dan upaya telah saya lakukan untuk mendapatkan hasil yang maksimal dan seperti yang diharapkan. Walaupun pada awalnya saya selalu mengalamai kegagalan. Namun dari kegagalan ini saya banyak sekali belajar.
Bagaimana suka dan duka menggapai cita-cita ini, bagaimana berjuta pengorbanan yang telah saya habiskan selama ini untuk mengejar cita-cita ini dan masih banyak lagi, dari kegagalan ini saya banyak belajar bahwa harus dan harus semangat tiada henti untuk mewujudkan itu semua. Jika saya kembali flashback ke masa-masa dimana saya berkorban dengan sangat , berjuang dengan sangat untuk menggapai mimpi ini, saya hampir tidak menyangka ternyata saya sebegitu kuat dan tahan dengan semua itu. Saya yakini kekuatan dan ketahanan itu datangnya dari bisikan Allah Swt.

Kegagalan itu mendekatkan diri kita kepada Allah Swt, semakin gagal, semakin sering berdo'a, semakin sering rajin-rajin "merayu" Allah dengan berdo'a dll. Semakin meembuat kita rajin dan gigih menggapai cita-cita itu. Artinya kegagalan itu baik bukan ?
Setelah segala daya upaya telah saya curahkan, beberapa hari lagi adalah penentunya. Semoga Allah mendengar dan semua pengorbanan ini terbalaskan dengan hasil yang maksimal. Saya yakin bahwa apa yang kita lakukan, itu yang akan kita dapatkan. Karna Allah tidak pernah salah.

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This is a faith, all by my self!

9/08/2013 09:21:00 AM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Lately i have wasted my time to prepare for some documents as the requirement for something (so long and complicated). And honestly, This is my first time to prepare all documents by my self, without friends and parents. Whereas other people were accompanied by their parents or friends, while i prepared all documents by my self, including lunch. What i was thinking at that time is that i need to finished it as soon as possible, because i didn't have so much time to go out and got permission from my boss.
It was not easy to prepare all documents, we need so many requirements, and i felt sad with Indonesia's bureaucratic systems. Too slow and poor management. They just thinking about money. "If you want these documents finish as soon as possible, you have to pay 50k, if it is not, you have to wait patiently".
Hey! This is not about money, but if we give money to this people, indirectly he or she can be grown into a person who has bad habit just like a corruption! And i found them ! In that office. All people at that office yelled and disappointed.

I learned that being independent was so fun! It was just like a challenge, even at the first time i felt quite sad to do this all by my self. But after all documents finished, i felt very satisfied! I know that Allah wants me to do this by my self, so i can be an independent woman.
Thank God for make everything so easier to me, this is only the beginning, hope everything is gonna be alright till i can reach my dreams. Soon :) #IBelieve

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Oxford

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Kebaya

9/08/2013 09:07:00 AM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments


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Kebaya

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Welcome

EID AL-FITR

8/10/2013 05:07:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

From the bottom of my heart, especially for those whom i have ever made a mistake. Kindly, i apologize for every mistake. Hope this ramadhan brings our life
 brighter than before! 
Happy EID AL FITR - Oktiara Dwindah and fams

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Hanging Out

Anemo's Bistro Said that

8/06/2013 10:19:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

at Anemo by Nobu Bistro

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Hanging Out,

Fast Breaking

8/06/2013 09:59:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Happy Fast Breaking, People !

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Fufu Fafa

8/05/2013 09:43:00 AM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Lately, These songs always accompany my day :)

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Destiny Brought Us Here

8/03/2013 12:26:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

I will always believe that this word "accidental" is nothing. Because everything happens for a reason and God had planned it before we were born to this world. Every "dreams and efforts to make it true" will be appeared from our heart. And i believe God moves our hearts and he whisper it to our ears then we motivated enough to do it. Taken for example those poor and lazy people whose their attitude just like "surrender". They were surrender with everything. But they didn't have an effort to change their destiny. So God will do the same thing to them. 

Different with those who have a dream and an effort to make it true. Those who has an ambition to fulfill their goals. Taken for example, those who wants to work in oil company, and they try their best to study to pass the test, and after that, God hears their prayers. Finally they are pass and work in that company. In this case that the interest of working in that company and their effort to pass that test, was because of God whisper it to their heart to interest in that company, and God moves their hearts to study hard, to study seriously, then they can pass the test!. You can imagine, can't you ?
Or taken for example my friend. He really wants to be a master in English language. He study hard and so on. And i believe that the power of the interest to be a master in English, was because of God who whisper it to his heart, so that, he really wants to be like their dreams before.

In conclusion, every effort and dream appears because God whisper it to our ears, then to our eyes, then to our heart, and our effort is the movers. You are being like now is that because God had planned it long time ago and our action happened because of his desire. Thanks Allah for every happiness, fortune, and livelihood to my life. I know these "Dreams" appeared because you really wants me to be like my dreams and you whisper it to my ears, my eyes, my hearts then an action is the movers. And i'm on my way to make it true, please bless me.
Happy fast breaking , lovely ones! :)

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English as International Language

8/02/2013 10:11:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

I believe that what i have ever wrote on my blog have a mistaken. It could be Grammatical error on structure, tenses, object of preposition, reduce clause, verb inverted, un/countable noun and so on. Frankly, why i like to write anything with english it just because i wanna practice in English. I have been studying english for almost all entire of my life. Took course everyday, took oral test, and also took course in the evening, even i had had taken courses on monday. I don't wanna it lost. We need to practice it, it could be read an article, listen to the movie in english version. Because  i'm a blogger and i love to write, so that's why i wanna practice my ability in English and also to measure my ability in avoided grammatical error accurately. Hence, for those who is smarter and better know in english kindly you do understand if i have ever wrote something with grammatical error hehehe.

Each person really wants to getting smart in ever subject. But honestly when i was in 1st Senior high school, i couldn't speak, even did exercise in english. I was afraid if the teacher chose me to stand in front of the class and answered every question correctly.  I always hang one's hand if the teacher started to chose on of us to stand in front of class. Hahaha. Then, i felt very complicated and afraid being stupid in english, so that's why i took elementary level first at Lbpp Lia. Eventually, time flies so fast. I have been studied there for almost 6 years. And i'v had finished all levels in Lia, even the teacher really knows me, hehe. The Popular girl  (At that time) hahaha. Then, finally now i can speak, write and listen to English language without needs to worry. I feel so confident even sometime it might be some grammatical error. But it doesn't matter, as long as  i still studying till now. Then now, i don't know why english likes my favorite subject now. I fell so curious to learn more. But now, i still studying.

I do understand that  my parents have spent a lot of money to our education, moreover to take courses English, which the fees were very expensive. So that's why i don't wanna lose anything. I tried to practice and practice more, i never let my self  read indonesia's article, i tried to read english article first and after that i tried to read in indonesia's version. Moreover in my office, all documents are in english version, and we communicated each other by english language as  intermediate language with the Contractor. Haaaaa,,, Finally, i still remember. That girl who at that time was being afraid in English, afraid to see the english's teacher, now grew up into the girl who is really confident to speak and write (in English) even it might be some grammatical error, but thank's God i feel so lucky with my self. So the most important key to smart in speak, write and listen in english is that "CONFIDENT".

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Hanging Out

Meets up !

7/28/2013 09:48:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments


Happy Fast breaking , People! :)

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Quote

Quote

7/28/2013 09:29:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

"Dan aku belum pernah kecewa dalam berdo'a kepada Engkau, ya Tuhanku," 
(QS. Maryam:4)

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Effort and Prayers

7/28/2013 09:23:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

I felt so anxious and surprise at the same time, when my friend said "I'v never praying to God, i just do the best in my life, praying 5 times like usual, and avoid his bans, i just read "doa selamat" without asked him whatever what i wanted in my life, because God never answered my prayers.  I afraid of being disappointed"". "Hei! What's wrong with this guy?". I said.
Honestly, i felt so sad when he said like that, can you believe that somehow we need to pray to God, Each person has their own goals, ambitions and also dreams. They can't make it true only through "Effort" But also they need "prayer". Continuously, we needs to pray, asks him to make everything all right.
I believed that this guy doesn't have an ambition, a dream or a goal, so that's why his motto just like " Let it flow just like a water in a river"
Each person needs to pray, i even can't pass my day without praying. I always pray earnestly, because each person has a dream and ambition, and we need "someone" in it, if only "effort" without "prayers", it is same like a bird which only has one wing and another wing can't work properly. So how can they flying if they only has one wing?. So in this case, we are as a human same just like a bird, If we want to fly, we have to use both sides, so, if we want our prayers answer right a way by God, hence we have to use these two wings, called Effort and Prayers....

"Berdo'a lah kepadaku, niscaya akan kuperkenankan bagimu. Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang menyombongkan diri dari menyembahku akan masuk neraka jahanam dalam keadaan hina". (QS. Al-Mu'min: 60)

"Maka, apabila kau telah selesai dari satu urusan, kerjakanlah dengan sungguh-sungguh urusan yang lain, dan hanya keapda Tuhanmulah kehendaknya kau harapkan". (QS. Al-Insyirah:7-8)

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Hanging Out

Dorayaki

7/16/2013 05:20:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 1 Comments



Honestly this is my first time tried Dorayaki. I just got Dorayaki from my bos who just got back from Japan. He gave us dorayaki and candy. Hahaha can you believe the taste of Dorayaki ? My friend said that it was like "Kumbu!" hahahahahaha !! Kumbu is Indonesian's cuisine like a bread which has bean porridge in it. It taste delicious and sweet. Let's we find it out :D

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Welcome

Welcome Ramadhan ! :)

7/16/2013 05:10:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Time flies so fast, i just can't believe that today is ramadhan. Btw i would like to say "i apologize for every mistake that i have ever made either intentionally or unintentionally". If i have ever said something hurts into your heart. Deeply from my heart please i really apologize for every mistake.
Well, there are so many differences between ramadhan this year with the previous one. Can you believe that i still go back from the office at 6 PM. So i decided to go back home early about 5.30 Pm (sometimes). From Monday till Saturday we still go back till 6 PM. I just sometime decided to fast breaking at my office. Honestly this is my first time fast breaking without family. But here, i found a new family, they are all employer of PT. Pusri. We fast breaking together and our togetherness will be grown up.
Well, whatever the situation is, i fell so grateful with everything that Allah has given to me. Thank you Allah for letting me, friend, and family meets again with this blessing day Ramadhan. Happy fast breaking people :)

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Video or Music

Lately

7/04/2013 05:46:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments


Honestly, the above songs are very soothing :)

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Personal Life,

Jodoh itu seperti membeli baju

6/25/2013 10:48:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Jodoh itu seperti membeli baju...

Pertama, ketika kita berada disebuah Mall melihat dietalase berbagai macam produk baju, celana dll. Diantara sekian banyak baju, ada satu atau dua yang membuat hati kita kepincut!  Tapi dalam hati bilang "Bagus sih, tapi nanti aja deh". Oke lalu kita ke Butik  yang lain, setelah berjam-jam mengitari Butik dan melihat berbagai macam etalase berserta isinya, dihati ini bilang "Kok kayaknya gak ada yang bagus ya?" Lalu tanpa disadari, setelah berjam-jam kita tidak mendapatkan apa-apa..

Kedua, ketika kita mengelilingi Butik, ada satu baju yang kita suka, tapi pada saat itu kita masih berfikir panjang, apakah harus membelinya atau tidak? Lalu dalam hati sering bilang "Hemm.. coba lihat Butik lain, siapa tau ada yang lebih bagus, kalau memang ga dapet, saya akan kembali ke Butik ini dan membeli baju itu"... Setelah kita berjam-jam mengitari mall tersebut akhirnya kita tidak menemui baju sebagus Butik yang tadi, alhasil kita pun kembali lagi ke Butik yang pertama, namun sayang, baju tersebut sudah dibeli orang . . . Kita pun menyesal kenapa tidak membelinya dari awal, setelah berjam-jam mencari bandingannya dan pada akhirnya pun ingin membeli yang pertama, namun sudah dibeli orang, akhirnya kita tidak mendapatkan apa-apa, dan kita pun menyesal...

Ketiga, ketika kita mengelilingi Butik, melihat satu baju yang kita suka, tapi masih berfikir lagi "Ahhh nanti saja deh belinya, pasti nanti juga masih ada kok!" Setelah seminggu kemudian, kita ke Butik yang sama, "Ahhh! Masih ada Baju yang kemarin" Lalu kita pun segera membelinya .... Dan pada akhirnya kita pun mendapatkan baju tersebut ....

Bisa kah teman-teman mengambil kesimpulan dari cerita diatas? Dan saya yakin 100% Wanita pasti pernah melakukan hal yang sama...

Kesimpulan dari cerita diatas adalah, jodoh hampir mirip-mirip cerita diatas, ketika ia menghampiri lalu kita merasa tidak cocok, lalu kita mencari-cari yang lain, membanding-bandingkan dengan yang lain, ujungnya justru kita tidak mendapatkan apa-apa...

Begitupula cerita kedua, ketika jodoh menghampri, namun kita masih ragu akan jodoh tersebut, lalu pun masih mencari-cari yang lain dan tidak memberi kepastian terhadap jodoh tersebut,,, namun ketika kita menyadari ternyata jodoh yang pertama itulah yang terbaik, namun semua sirna ketika jodoh itu pergi dan telah diambil orang, kitapun pada akhirnya hanya bisa menyesal...

Dan cerita terakhir, ketika kita bertemu jodoh, lalu kitapun berguma'am dalam hati "Ahh jalani saja, nanti kalau jodoh, pasti dipertemukan lagi". Dan benar saja, meskipun keujung dunia, meskipun berminggu-minggu hingga bertahun-tahun lamanya kita berpisah, namun jika memang sudah ditakdirkan Tuhan untuk bersatu, apapun itu yang terjadi pasti bersatu. Bahkan diluar dugaan Manusia, dengan berjuta cara ia pertemukan, dengan bermacam tempat ia diberikan jalan . . Kalau kata Afgan "Jodoh pasti bertemu".  Allahuallam, insyallah wanita yang baik, untuk pria yang baik, begitupula sebaliknya.

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah maha mengetahui, sedangkan kamu tidak megetahui" (Al-Baqarah:216)


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Quote

Quote

6/21/2013 10:17:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Ada bidadari abadi yang tengah mengobati sayap-sayap ku yang teriris luka perih. Kini kutatap ia, dan ku katakan.....
 I Love you Ibu . . . 

                                 Banyu Biru

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Quote

Sang Penghibur

6/21/2013 10:10:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Kesibukan duniawi disetiap detik, hingga membawa aku terlupa kepada "sang penghibur"
Aku terlupa bahwa aku sedang mencari sang penghibur yang telah diutus oleh sang penggerak hati untuk menemuiku.
Sang penghibur pun akan membawa ku berayun ke gelombang irama tiada tara, mengenggam tangan bersama-sama didalam taman milik berdua, meyakinkan aku tentang indahnya masa depan, sang penghibur membawaku hingga ke lapis tertinggi diawan. Seakan merangkulku didalam pelukan, tak terasa peluh duniawi. Sang Penghibur yang menuntun beriringan, bersatu dalam kebersamaan.

Sepi menyanyi, malam dalam mendo'a tiba, dan dalam dadaku memerdu lagu, menarik menari seluruh aku, Sehari itu kita bersama, tak hampir menghampiri.



Ria bahagia, kutunggu hingga sang penggerak hati mempertemukan kita, lagi..  sang penghibur . . .

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Quote

Sinaran

6/21/2013 05:52:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Binar Mata Pandangan itu
Lelapkan Aku Dibenua Syahdu
Mengelusi Raga Dengan Binar Coklatnya
Terbangkan Jiwa ke Langit Surga
Mengapa Pada Cahaya Matanya
Ia Ciptakan Sebuah Karya

Kan Hadir Suasana Bunga di Skagit Valley
Seketika Saat ia Mulai Berkata-Kata
Terhipnotis Aku pada Gerak Matanya
Tak Terkecuali Dewi Juga Ingin Mengecupnya
Mengapa Harus pada Senyum dan Tawanya
Lewat Seorang Adam
Sang Pencipta Pamerkan Karya Indahnya

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Personal Life

Fate brought us here

6/15/2013 11:40:00 AM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Pemilihan umum di Indonesia saat ini adalah pemilihan yang demokratis (Pelajaran sejarah yang masih saya ingat :p ) dimana setiap penduduk memiliki kebebasan untuk memilih pemimpin baik bupati, walikota ataupun gubernur, dengan pemilihan langsung (Red: coblos)
Pemilihan umum yang bersifat demokratis ini merupakan langkah yang amat tepat, karena kita bisa menyuarakan  pilihan kita atau setidaknya berpartisipasi. Namun sayang, semakin kesini pemilihan umum atau pemilu, diwarnai aksi-aksi kecurangan dari berbagai pihak, khususnya si calon "pemimpin" tersebut atau tim suksesnya. Hal ini telah terjadi hampir disebagian tempat.
Seperti beberapa quote bijaksana yang mengatakan bahwa "Jika itu sudah takdir mu, sudah hak mu, maka tidak ada satupun yang dapat merubahya, kecuali Allah Swt.
Berdasarkan berbagai macam pengalaman pemilihan umum yang saya simak (maklum tim sukses sana sini :p) Kenyataannya pemilihan umum saat ini diwarnai kecurangan, ada yang lebih parahnya lagi beberapa oknum membuat kotak suara sendiri plus surat suara yang dicoblos untuk memenangkan si "calon pemimpin"
Namun lagi-lagi kita berkaca pada quote tadi jika memang sudah hak nya pasti apapun yang terjadi akan terjadi, walaupun lawan politik kita adalah orang yang tersohor dan raja. Hal ini sudah terbukti, dan menimpa keluarga saya sendiri yang beberapa waktu lalu mencalonkan diri untuk menjadi bupati, namun terjadi pertarungan sengit antara si "raja" dengan calon-calon bupati pendatang baru. Pada awalnya, si raja tersebut menang! Namun, jikalau memang Tuhan telah menakdirkan sesuatu, sepandai-pandainya menyimpan bangkai pasti ketauan jua. Sama hal nya seperti si raja tersebut yang melakukan kecurangan pasca pemilihan umum ini. Entah bagaimana tiba-tiba si kotak suara palsu tersebut lupa disembunyikan oleh timsukses nya, dan dilihat oleh warga kabupaten tersebut! Malang, warga kemudian melakukan demo dan untungnya si raja tersebut di "Blacklist"  dari pemilihan tersebut.

Dari cerita diatas, dapat kita simpulkan bahwa, Tidak usah diragukan lagi bukan,? Bahwa apa yang akan menjadi milikmu, akan menjadi milikmu, apapun itu  yang terjadi. Namun kemabali lagi kita kepada Allah swt, pengadilan yang setinggi-tingginya adalah di alam setelah kehidupan. This is just a game. Bismillah, semoga keberuntungan selalu berpihak kepada kami. Allahuallam.

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Quote

Quote

6/10/2013 02:24:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

"Ada kalimat bijak mengatakan bahwa lebih terasa rahmat Tuhan jika kita menjadi orang yang beruntung dibandingkan hanya menjadi sosok yang pintar"


                                                                                                               Ir. Shahnaz Haque

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Fashion and Girls

Clogs

6/04/2013 09:35:00 AM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

If someone asks me, What is your favorite stuff? Is that a dress, a necklace or a shoe? Definitely i love shoes so much. I would prefer with shoes rather than a dress or a bag. As we know, clog's shoes actually is really out of date, but it's different in 2013. In 2013 everyone wear this shoes. Not only the heels looks so adorable, but also this shoes is really comfortable. It's really fits in my feet. Violaaa Clogs is really in now. So, what are you waiting for girls? Hurry buy it now!



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