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God, You are my only hope

4/08/2013 11:02:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Saya semakin menyadari, semakin dewasa ini, semakin banyak impian dan mimpi yang ingin saya kejar. Semakin banyak target dan harapan yang ingin saya wujudkan, demi satu tujuan, yaitu membanggakan mama dan papa. Namun apa rasanya ditengah perjalanan menuju impian itu kita dihadapkan dengan beberapa kerikil yang tajam. Sudah beribu cara dan bekal untuk menghindari kerikil itu, namun masih saja ada hal diluar dugaan. Selalu dan selalu saja ada kerikil itu. Kerikil disini diibaratkan masalah yang datang ditengah jalan menuju impian itu. Tuhan, kuatkan aku pada mimpi dan tujuan itu, terangilah hati ini, jangan sampai impian ini putus ditengah jalan hanya karna kerikil itu, selalu tuntun aku dan selalu berikan aku gambaran masa depan yang indah. Entah mengapa kerikil itu semakin tajam dan selalu hadir, entah mengapa disetiap kali kerikil itu melukai perjalanan, ada satu kekuatan yang datang dari arah mana saja. Apakah ini cara mu membangkitkan aku? Terkadang ada rasa pesimis untuk menghindari kerikil itu, namun pasti ada 1000 jalan menuju roma, harus apa lagi ? Akan ada masanya, setiap tangis kekecewaan ini, pengorbanan siang dan malam, serta pengorbanan yang lain akan terbayar dengan tangis kebahagiaan ketika mimpi itu, impian itu, cita cita itu, dan tujuan itu menjadi nyata! Dan pada saat itu aku bisa menunjukkan kepada Dunia, bahwa aku bisa membanggakan mama papa ku dengan impian itu. Tuhan, jangan pernah berhenti memberikan aku kekuatan dan sinar dihati untuk mengapai cita cita itu, jangan pernah berhenti kau menunjukkan gambaran masa depan dengan cita cita itu, selalu berikan aku petunjuk dan jalan menuju kesana. Ketika mimpi itu, cita cita itu menjadi nyata, akan selalu kuingat tetesan air mata dan cerita ini dihari ini. Tuhan terima kasih, engkau maha baik. Dear God, I lay my head back down and LIFT MY HANDS AND PRAY again and again and will never be stopped. God, you are my only and hope.....

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Mandy Moore - Only Hope

4/08/2013 10:44:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

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Civil Engineering

Daily Activitiy

4/04/2013 09:20:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

I'm so happy knowing that now i'v new activities! Yapp working, working and working !!! I'v spent my time in front of computer, do something with Autocad, RAB, Excel, Numbers, Tables, Charts, Mathematics, and many more. It's very hard sometimes, but this is what i called adventure :D yah real adventure :D, working as a team, overtime and many more. But it feels good for me. I can find new people which have a good ability in Civil engineering, how they managed and designed budget plans, how they designed some buildings with Autocad and many more. They are smart! I feels surprise how can Allah created these genius program just like Ms.office and autocad and also genius person who can operate it. I can know how difficult to get money, it makes me more discipline,  it makes me really want to keep the trust of our supervisor etc. And the best lesson that i can understand is find a job is very difficult, never get bored to say Alhamdulillah in every second our breath, because from this little things will be grown someday into the biggest one. Alhamdulillah ya Rob. 

" Tuhan sudah memberi rumus bahagia yang paling sederhana. Kita manusia justru sering lupa memakai rumus itu dan malah sibuk mencipta yang lain. Rumus itu, kawan, adalah bersyukur " NN

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Welcome

Hi April

4/04/2013 06:01:00 PM Oktiara dwindah 0 Comments

Just got back from office. What i tired day ! But it was sooooo FUN !!! Just parked my car in the garage, opened up the door, went to my parent's room to shared my experiences about my job responsiblities (i always do it regularly) but i found my beloved parents still sleeping, and i saw they smiled, oh so lovely :). Then i went to my room, and i looked at my old and young sister's room, they were really busy with their own gadgets. Then i took a shower, took a pray,wishing something that i believe that it will come true and now i'm trying to write something to make my APRIL warmer and more colorful than others month!

Lately, my heart feels skip a beat. For almost so many times many strange numbers called me. Ah!!! One of them was from some company, and did you know who's called me 5 hours ago ? YAP! Someone from UK!! Ahh i'v never thought that i got feedback from their email about something :p. Ah Allah, can't wait your next surprises just like today. Your are very kind! That's true and i believe you will make all of my dreams come true, In january 2014 Ameennn !

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