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Ahhh Hello MAY DAY ! Wooootttt finally, after i'v resigned from my previous company, now i'm a part of project control's staff who manage the weight factor and also make some documents transmittal of PT. Pusri's project. Different from my previous company, in this company i got busy all the time. It starts from 7.30 AM till 6.00 PM. Oh poor me! Even sometimes people spends their time with their friends or family, but i'm here in front of computer with so many documents. I feel very surprised and Thankful in the same time. I'v found so many people who really knowledgeable, capable and professional in their field. Even sometime i got tired but inside my heart i feel luckily with everything that Allah has given to me. Friends, partners, bosses, knowledge and opportunity.

Now, it almost the 3rd weeks i'm here. I so relish with everything, with smile too! But what i hate the most is that i couldn't know whether today is raining or not, because this room is very hermetic. And i don't know whether the sky looks so cloud, dark and so on.. But ahhhhhh i'm so happy with everything that Allah has given to me. Opportunity to work here, met new friends from all around majors, met everyone who really professional in their field. Thanks Allah, how luck i am! Can't wait the next surprises from you :"D

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Aku tak pernah mau menyerah. Aku tak mau berhenti setelah berjuang keras. Aku sudah sangat dekat dengan doaku. Aku selalu punya keyakinan bahwa harta karun itu akan ketemu. Aku yakin bahwa kesuksesan menemukannya sudah didepan mata. Aku tinggal mengenggamnya saja. Aku tinggal memelukan erat-erat. Kesuksesan sudah dekat, aku tak mau berhenti. Aku tak mau harta itu hilang dari pandanganku.

You can if you try. You can if you keep trying. You can if you never stop trying.
Impossible is for those who never try and impossible is only for those who also give up. I f you give up, you will not be succeed. If you stop, you will never arrive at your destination.  blindtaufiqeffend

It's Not Good Bye

It's been a month i working in this company. About two days ago, i got a good news from another company which accepted me in their company. As i know the second company is  bigger than my previous company and everyone really hopes to get job their. And destiny brought me here. So i decided to choose the second one. Saya merasa beruntung dikelilingi orang orang yang berhati baik dikantor sebelumnya. Mereka ramah, suka berbagi ilmu, suka bercanda, dan yang paling saya kangenin itu lawakan penghui kantor yang lucu-lucu. My best friend in my previous company is Mbak Vivi. As i know she is the most garrulous ever. Hahahaha she is the most kindhearted partner ever, even when she got 50k Rupiah, she always shares it with me, it is a simple example how really kindhearted she is. Oh Thanks God for everything. And the real journey will be begun soon. See you :D

God, You are my only hope

Saya semakin menyadari, semakin dewasa ini, semakin banyak impian dan mimpi yang ingin saya kejar. Semakin banyak target dan harapan yang ingin saya wujudkan, demi satu tujuan, yaitu membanggakan mama dan papa. Namun apa rasanya ditengah perjalanan menuju impian itu kita dihadapkan dengan beberapa kerikil yang tajam. Sudah beribu cara dan bekal untuk menghindari kerikil itu, namun masih saja ada hal diluar dugaan. Selalu dan selalu saja ada kerikil itu. Kerikil disini diibaratkan masalah yang datang ditengah jalan menuju impian itu. Tuhan, kuatkan aku pada mimpi dan tujuan itu, terangilah hati ini, jangan sampai impian ini putus ditengah jalan hanya karna kerikil itu, selalu tuntun aku dan selalu berikan aku gambaran masa depan yang indah. Entah mengapa kerikil itu semakin tajam dan selalu hadir, entah mengapa disetiap kali kerikil itu melukai perjalanan, ada satu kekuatan yang datang dari arah mana saja. Apakah ini cara mu membangkitkan aku? Terkadang ada rasa pesimis untuk menghindari kerikil itu, namun pasti ada 1000 jalan menuju roma, harus apa lagi ? Akan ada masanya, setiap tangis kekecewaan ini, pengorbanan siang dan malam, serta pengorbanan yang lain akan terbayar dengan tangis kebahagiaan ketika mimpi itu, impian itu, cita cita itu, dan tujuan itu menjadi nyata! Dan pada saat itu aku bisa menunjukkan kepada Dunia, bahwa aku bisa membanggakan mama papa ku dengan impian itu. Tuhan, jangan pernah berhenti memberikan aku kekuatan dan sinar dihati untuk mengapai cita cita itu, jangan pernah berhenti kau menunjukkan gambaran masa depan dengan cita cita itu, selalu berikan aku petunjuk dan jalan menuju kesana. Ketika mimpi itu, cita cita itu menjadi nyata, akan selalu kuingat tetesan air mata dan cerita ini dihari ini. Tuhan terima kasih, engkau maha baik. Dear God, I lay my head back down and LIFT MY HANDS AND PRAY again and again and will never be stopped. God, you are my only and hope.....

Daily Activitiy

I'm so happy knowing that now i'v new activities! Yapp working, working and working !!! I'v spent my time in front of computer, do something with Autocad, RAB, Excel, Numbers, Tables, Charts, Mathematics, and many more. It's very hard sometimes, but this is what i called adventure :D yah real adventure :D, working as a team, overtime and many more. But it feels good for me. I can find new people which have a good ability in Civil engineering, how they managed and designed budget plans, how they designed some buildings with Autocad and many more. They are smart! I feels surprise how can Allah created these genius program just like Ms.office and autocad and also genius person who can operate it. I can know how difficult to get money, it makes me more discipline,  it makes me really want to keep the trust of our supervisor etc. And the best lesson that i can understand is find a job is very difficult, never get bored to say Alhamdulillah in every second our breath, because from this little things will be grown someday into the biggest one. Alhamdulillah ya Rob. 

" Tuhan sudah memberi rumus bahagia yang paling sederhana. Kita manusia justru sering lupa memakai rumus itu dan malah sibuk mencipta yang lain. Rumus itu, kawan, adalah bersyukur " NN

Hi April

Just got back from office. What i tired day ! But it was sooooo FUN !!! Just parked my car in the garage, opened up the door, went to my parent's room to shared my experiences about my job responsiblities (i always do it regularly) but i found my beloved parents still sleeping, and i saw they smiled, oh so lovely :). Then i went to my room, and i looked at my old and young sister's room, they were really busy with their own gadgets. Then i took a shower, took a pray,wishing something that i believe that it will come true and now i'm trying to write something to make my APRIL warmer and more colorful than others month!

Lately, my heart feels skip a beat. For almost so many times many strange numbers called me. Ah!!! One of them was from some company, and did you know who's called me 5 hours ago ? YAP! Someone from UK!! Ahh i'v never thought that i got feedback from their email about something :p. Ah Allah, can't wait your next surprises just like today. Your are very kind! That's true and i believe you will make all of my dreams come true, In january 2014 Ameennn !