Happy 1 Anniversary To Us

Hi everyone, how are you ? I don't know why i feel so happy and enthusiast at the same time, because tomorrow insha allah i will have such a lovely family Trip. Are you curious where i will go? Hehehe, i will upload it soon. 


Anyway,

Yesterday, My friend sent me a BBM and asked me like this .. “I really love the way you enjoy your relationship, i love to see every happiness that you shared on Path and Instagram, i got envy and you always succeed make me envy, would you like to share me a secret?”


Than i said “ I don’t have any secret. The most important thing is that, never stop praying and always doing communication. Honestly, since i’ve made this relationship with him, i always make a call, care, and we love each other. Yes maybe “Loving each other” is the secret, isn’t it?. I always praying to him and he always praying to me, we praying each other and loving each other. I guest that’s all the secret.



Time flies so fast, can not believe it is been a year since the day we had our 1st conversation. Never thought that my best friend would be so important to me as you are now. I am truly grateful for you and will always be. Thanks Allah for you gave me the most wonderful person.  My unexpected blessing. Happy 1 Anniversery Muhammad Maulana. Love you as always

Tidak Universal

Hi selamat sore, di Palembang sekarang lagi hujan deres dan dingin baget, gimana kabar kota kamu? Dari pagi sampe sore hujan deres, sehingga menyebabkan banjir dan tumpukan air di ruas jalan seputar kota Palembang. Tapi apapun itu cuacanya patut disyukuri, alhamdulillah bisa merasakan hujan dan hawa sejuk yang sangat saya sukai. 

Well, hari ini lagi pengen cerita seputar cinta cintaan, soalnya tadi baru diskusi dan sharing dengan beberapa temen yang lagi single dan sedang dalam pencarian cinta sejati alias Suami, hehe. Terkadang saya sendiri pada masa masa jomblo alias single dan sedang dalam pencarian calon suami, saya sempet galau dan ketakutan, kira kira seperti apa bakal calon suami saya tadi? Akan kah mencerminkan saya? Apakah dia orang yang pekerjan keras dan penuh dengan kasih sayang? Tapi balik lagi pada diri sendiri, saya mengusahakan untuk terus berpositive thinking, karna you are what you think,, dan yang paling penting jangan pernah putus doa dan meyakini bahwa seseorang yang telah dituliskan di lauhul mahfudz mu itu adalah cerminan dirimu, makanya perbaiki dirimu dan selalu berdoa, tapi doa nya gak basa basi dan gak malu malu. Loh, maksutnya? Yapp, ini yang saya terapkan, saya to the point doa nya, ga pake basa basi. Saya mau cami (Calon Suami) yang bla bla bla. Saya sebutin satu satu, baik dari  kerjanya, masa depannya, fisiknya dll. Dan taraaaaa, he came and perfectly looks like what i wish for (Insyallah). Sampe sampe temen saya ketawa katanya kenapa saya doa kok lama banget, ya iyalah saya kan banyak permintaannya, dan saya sebutin mendetail (Tidak universal). Mungkin ada beberapa orang yang doa "Ya Allah minta Suami yang baik, soleh dll", hehe kalau saya sih beda doa nya, saya mendetail tidak universal seperti doa diatas, hehe, tapi saya malu deh kalau mau ceritain. Dan finally he came dan persis banget seperti apa yang saya minta (insyallah).

Temen saya juga baru cerita, intinya sih dia di PHPin, ga pasti statusnya mau kemana gimana dll. Kalau denger cerita mereka, rasanya jadi tambah bersyukur atas semua yang telah Allah beri ke saya, Cami yang baik, penuh kasih sayang, pengertian dan romantis. Rasanya saya jadi sangat bersyukur dengan kebahagiaan yang mungkin ada beberapa temen belum dapetin. Menurut kamu, apa sih point yang paling membahagiakan?,, Kalau menurut saya point tersebut adalah "Dicintai dan Mencintai". Those words really present what i feel now. Iya!! Apa lagi sih yang lebih membahagian dari pada "Dicintai dan Mencintai". Ibarat magnet yang saling tarik menarik, nempel satu sama lain dan sedikit berat jika medan magnet tsb dipisahkan.

Ada banyak temen saya yang curhat, malah bisa dibilang banyak bangeeett yang ngeluh sama pacarnya yang cuek, jarang telvon/Line, ada juga yang di PHPin, ga jelas mau dibawa kemana, ada juga yang belum dikenalin sama keluarga, ada juga yang bete soalnya pacarnya marah melulu dll. Lama lama saya semakin bersyukur banget dengan nikmat yang dikasih dan tidak semua orang merasakannya. Apa sih rasanya dicintai dan mencintai?? Rasanya adem, nyaman, bahagia, seneng menjalani hidup, semangat, pokoknya bahagia terus sepanjang waktu. That's what i feel now. Seneng nya kebangetan, semangat jalani hari deh...

In conclusion, be positive dan yakin doa kamu didengar. I did those actions a year before my hubby came to my life. Alhmdulillah alhmdulillah, makasi Yah Yallah untuk semua nikmat yang tiada terhingga, semoga rasa cinta dan sayang ini engkau kekal kan dihati kami dan semoga selalu direstui oleh Mu. Happy Weekend :)




Do you "Galau"?

Hi semuanya apa kabar? Lamaaa banget saya ga nulis, entah kenapa sekarang hobi nulis saya pudar, hehehe, jadi males nulis, bukan karena ga ada inspirasi, melainkan karna banyak banget kerjaan yang membuat saya jadi mager, hehe, anw, hari ini tanggal 23 Maret 2015! That’s our monthversary day, and it almost a year. Time flies so fast, ga kerasa udah mau setahun, senenggggggg banget menjalani hidup, lebih semangat, lebih berwarna, lebih ceria, dan lebih segalanya deh. Tiada henti saya ucapkan syukur yang luar biasa, semangat yang tidak ada sebelumnya, rasa cinta dan kasih sayang yang selalu menggebu, dan energi positif yang datang bertubi tubi, yap yap, Thank God for these happiness yang ga bisa aku hitung dan tulis satu satu,,, Terima kasih juga untuk rasa sayang yang dititipkan kepada Lana,, ahh pokoknya seneng banget deh menjalani hidup, lebih berwarna dan bermakna. Pelajarannya adalah untuk temen temen yang saat ini sedang berada pada masa sulit dan galau, jangan pernah khawatir, inget ga dengat quote, there will be a rainbow after a heavy rain, than, Let God do the rest alias pasrah, yakin deh, kesedihan akan menghampiri kamu sementara aja, sisanya akan ada selalu kebahagiaan :). 

Oia ngomongin soal galau, saya juga lagi galau sama temen temen saya yang selalu update status galau sepanjang hari baik di path, twitter, personal message BBm dan lain lain. Sesungguhnya tau kah kalian, ada beberapa orang yang seneng lihat status kita sedih, ada juga yang sedih liat status kita seneng, ga mau kan orang orang tsb tertawa diatas penderitaan kita? so that's why kita harus jadi pengguna media sosial yang smart dalam mengambil keputusan untuk update sesuatu. Taken for example, saya punya temen yang tiap hari statusnya galauuuuu dnegan pacarnya, mungkin udah kebelet minta nikah kali ya, hehe, terus mengeluh melulu, kalau Senin tiba langsung galau males kerja, terus dikit-dikit ngeluh sakit, dikit-dikit ngeluh jerawat, ngeluh macet, ngeluh bosen ga ada kerjaan dikantor alhasil selfi deh terus dikirim ke path -_-, ahhhhh pokoknya nyebelin banget!!, Yang lebih inocentnya lagi, mereka pernah buat status "this is my path, so terserah saya mau ngapain, kalau ga suka yang unfollow"... Astaga -_-. 

Basically, kalau mau mengenal seseorang bisa kok dilihat dari statusnya, kalau tipikal diatas sih menurut saya orang yang kurang perhatian dan minta diperhatikan, atau bisa juga orang yang pemalas,,,, Coba deh apa susahnya buat status motivasi semangat senin, motivasi semangat jalanin hidup, jadi orang orang yang baca tuh status bakal ikutan semangat juga, energi positifnya nuler,,, lah ini tiap hari saya dikelilingin orang orang energi negatif, tapi untung deh ada inner circle,, so i can prevent my self from those people who brought negative energy.. Honestly, terkadang saya juga pernah merasakan galau yang entah mengapa galau padahal ga ada apa-apa, terkadang pengen update kesialan atau kegalauan hari ini, tapi saya berfikir dulu dua kali, "haruskah saya update tentang kegalauan ini?", "Will they laugh and happy seeing my sadness?", yaudah kadang ga jadi deh saya update, yaudah deh jadi saya update yang seneng-seneng aja, misalnya kalau hubby ku pulang ke Palembang, hehe, atau kalau saya lagi makan, kumpul sama temen temen, dll deh...Huftttt, sebenarnya nulis ini cuman pengen sharing aja, seharusnya semakin kita banyak bersyukur, semakin banyak juga kebahagiaan yang terpancar pada diri kita, terus satu lagi harus potitive thinking! dan harus tetep semangat menjalani hidup. So, Let's say no Galau because we are young !!!. 

My whole life has changed gradually

Something changed dramatically, extremely, gradually and so on in my life. Yes! I am Weak. I am not supposed to be like an old Tiara. Tiara who have so many ambitions and who struggling to reach what she really wants. Tiara who hard work to be a master in English, Tiara who never stop to fight, to get what she really wants! Tiara who always imagines about another world, Tiara who has an ambition to be a rich girl with her own effort, to be an independent woman. But it has changed dramatically since i met Lana. A man whom i consider to be my mate, the one whom i can not live to far away from, the one whom always makes me comfortable, the one whom always shares happiness, and the one whom i consider to be my future husband. Yes trully. :”)

He opened up and changed the perspective of my life gradually, he tried to give me the real meaning of life. My whole life has changed. i knew that for being a “Family”, it shall be together and not be separated for a long time. He tries to give me a difination of “Wife”, who supports and is half of her husband, is there when he needs her, and backs off when needed, takes care of, and just loves her husband for better and worse, sickness and health, richer or poorer.. What is the primary responsibility as a wife? Not for seeking a livelihood relatively. My whole life has changed gradually.

In another time with another way

Can you believe that all efforts and prayers have been done since the first time i have the eagerness to study abroad. Since i graduated, i prepared my self for IELTS preparation class, Toefl, and also Private class. I have sent all related documents to United Kingdom, Germany, Turkey, and many more. Waiting for the annoucement was the stressful time ever in my life. I never stop looking at my email and wishing that the university admission will send me the result soon. One by one, the university just rejected my application. Furthermore, Ecoles France just accepted me as their student, they sent the letter directly to my house and my parents did not give me support (again). Besides this, the tuition fees are quite expensive. Since that, i felt very disappointed, moreover my parents really not support me to study abroad. Should i stop these dreams? But i have been walking too far to stop. Yes! I have been walking too far to stop. Should i stop ? Should i ?

I personally believe that all people especially my family and my mate want me to just get closer with them. But, i have been walking too far to stop? I just dissapointed and really sad. It trully really make me sad.  Dear God, i know your plans much better than mine. If you do not mine, Would you like to replace it in another time with another way? It seems to me that you are fair enough, i know that you have been looking at my effort and my prayers and i personally believe that these efforts and these prayers will never be pointless. You want to change it In another time with another way, Don’t you? I am give in.

Magically

I never thought that how fast Allah in answering my Prayers and magically i never thought that now, my best friend, becoming my boyfriend now. His name is Lana. We have known each other almost five years and till now we still becoming best friend. Laughing, watching movie, singing a song, hanging out together, and honestly in that moment, i never thought that he will be my boyfriend now, at that time, what i was thinking is only “yeah, we are best friend and it would remain that way”.  As time goes by, because we are best friend, we would like to tell a joke and also to tell our love story each other. In additional, we have the same interests and the same love stories which ended with broken heart. And honestly, our togetherness was grown up since that. Magically, i don’t know what are the secrets of my life, and i never know what will happend. Suddenly, at night, my heart felt skip a beat, i don’t know what it was. There were something different in the way he looked at me and i just felt in love with him too, i felt so comfortable being closed with him. Besides, i would say thanks God for every bitter and sweet of my life. I was tought by every lesson which is presented by him. It make me stonger to face everything. Now, what i can do is looking  for our old pictures, we just smiled and said cheers without knew that we will be together in the future. Finally, i just can say thank God and i really appreciate those who love me and for me, faithfull is the most importantly.  Happiness occurs after a little wait. Thank Allah, Thank Lana.
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